Selfie cred: Darcy Piceu |
Jeff and I talked adamantly about how excited we were to have this opportunity to help our friend Krissy as she chased down her goal of setting the supported FKT on the Tahoe Rim Trail. Jeff's enthusiasm was something like that of the boy who just found out he's probably getting the coveted Red Ryder for Christmas, where mine was more like, "Holy shit, I get to run with the woman I consider my spirit animal in the sport of trail running, and a woman I've felt truly encapsulates the strength, determination, beauty and courage that inspires me as a female ultra runner." I could hardly wrap my mind around being a source of help amongst the full crew of amazing humans also passionate about helping her reach the finish line under her 48 hour time goal. FKT attempts never have guaranteed success, and there are so many variables to consider in planning that could potentially go wrong, but as we got closer and closer to Tahoe, something deep inside of me told me she was going to do this.
The Gellin solution to a lot of coffee |
Girl power! Myself, Gina Kathleen, Krissy, Ma, Darcy, and Monica |
The pre FKT meeting began shortly after breakfast that morning. I can't tell you how impressive it is to watch Krissy's planning abilities unfolding before your eyes. She's so meticulous in preparation that all we had to do was absorb what she was telling us and start organizing where gear went and which crew car got what supplies. Myself personally, was so worried about not being this type of planner that I was destined to screw something up. Just before the trip Jeff and I had exchanged emails with Darcy because we knew she had extensive intel on what Krissy may need out there based on their running history together. Darcy definitely reassured my nerves when she just laughed and told us that in no way was she a "planner," either. Great! Two negatives always make a positive. I chose not to overthink any detail oriented planning after exchanging these words with her.
Man power! Pa Moehl, Neil, Fred, Jeff B, and Jeff Fisher |
Gear fest Photo cred: Jeff Fisher |
Darcy learning how to take over Krissy's social media. |
Dawn broke, and groggy eyed faces started poking out from their sleeping quarters. There was a quiet buzzing that began to bring basecamp to life. The morning sky was perfect while the air hung in peaceful stillness. Calm, cool and collected, we prepared for her 11am start time. Before we all knew it, cars were loaded up and we transported our girl to her start line. She danced around in pure anxious anticipation while we still had at least 15 minutes to go. Jeff and Gina strapped on their packs as they would carry her the first leg into Echo Lake, fifteen(ish) miles away. She hugged and thanked each and every one of us for being there, and spent the last moments in her parents arms. She took none of this experience for granted. It was time, and she was ready. 5...4...3...2...1... GO! Up and away her legs carried her while we cheered our brains out ready to follow along with her on this journey.
We gathered ourselves and hit the road that was planned for each crew car to travel. Knowing that Darcy and I would be by Krissy's side for the next 30, we loaded up on some Mexican food (always a great idea before running) to take with us to Echo Lake where we would await their arrival. Fred decided that consuming a burrito the size of a small child was the way to go before he joined us for the first seventeen miles of the Desolation Wilderness. About 30 seconds after his last bite he knew what his fate would be. No time for digestion, Krissy, Gina and Jeff were headed directly for our aid station! They came in whooping and hollering with Krissy's expression reading she was here on official business. A couple handhelds refilled, watermelon slices down her hatch, she was confident, and we were heading out.
Pigtail party into Desolation Wilderness Photo cred: Fred Marmsater |
My mind was blown about every fifteen seconds as we ventured deeper and deeper into Desolation. If you didn't know, the Desolation Wilderness is the heaviest used wilderness area in the country, and this was the first time I was laying eyes on her. Darcy stayed two steps ahead of Krissy while I stayed a few behind. In our Krissy sandwich, we passed her food, water, and trekking poles when she needed them. Fred bounded ahead of us trying to nab the perfect shot earning him the nickname, hammer ahead Fred. I could have sworn he may have been in better shape than all of us with the way he covered ground, back and forth and back. Unbelievably so, his burrito child managed to stay down... Probably because it was making its way out in other (stinky) ways. Krissy looked back at me for a moment, "You okay girl?" My distraction with the scenery opened a bigger gap between us then I realized. I scamper back up to her when she says, "This part is why I brought you out here!" Then it hits me again. Holy shit. I'm running with Krissy and Darcy. It's not every day you find yourself smack dab in the middle of events you didn't realize to be tangible reality. I digress. We came into the station where the crew had hiked 5 miles in with supplies, cooked us mac n cheese, and like always, got Krissy in and out. We said goodbye to Fred who's burrito had finally given up the digestive fight, and off we went for the last 14 miles.
I don't suggest a back flop. Photo cred: Gina Lucrezi |
Gina wins relaxation contest |
She slept for 45 minutes over the entire 47 hours and 29 minutes she was out there. That was it. She kept her mind strong, and when she hit a low, she had her team to get her through it. To massage her aching foot, to give her back rubs, to carry enough toilet paper that we could have disguised ourselves as mummy's if needed, to remind her in the words of Dusty Olson, to "pull the string out" when the time came, and most importantly, keep ourselves strong so that she would always be able to rely on us for whatever she required. Yes, this crew got her to the finish line, but what we all got to see while she was out there enduring, was pure magic. We witnessed strength, we witnessed ferocious positivity, we witnessed willpower when times were harder, we witnessed kindness, compassion, vulnerability, discomfort, pain, exhaustion, and her capacity to always, no matter what, keep one foot moving in front of the other, come what may. Her status not only as an elite ultra running machine, but as a woman, a friend, a writer, a helper, a planner, and the truest representation of what oneself is capable of accomplishing when devoting themselves to achieving their goals, makes the essence that is Krissy, what we all desire to embody when we hit the trail. One can only be so grateful to experience humans like this throughout this magical thing we know to be life. They are our teachers, and push us to be better versions of ourselves. Our mentors that we look to when we know not the answers we seek.
Once Krissy had been handed off to Gina and Darcy, we knew it was time to head back to basecamp and wait for the next morning when she would cross her finish line. We all gathered at the trail head while Fred set up his camera, we set up her finishers chair, Jeff pulled out the tambourine, and we established an actual finish line in the dirt. Monica, Kathleen, Jeff B, Jeff F, and I headed a few hundred yards up the trail to run her in the last few feet of this journey. Minutes felt like hours as they crept by, and there it was. A flash of her white Patagonia jersey with Gina and Darcy flying in behind her. We roared! We roared as loud as we could to let her know she was home, and all at once she flew by as we joined and sprinted our legs off to be with her in those final moments. 47 hours and 29 minutes later, Krissy fell into the arms of her momma.
Each day we are capable of being who we want to be and leading the lives we want to live. Never stop chasing the dreams you have for yourself. Push your boundary's, get some dirt encrusted into your chafed bottom, eat that piece of cake, take that risk, but most importantly, write the story you want to read at your journey's end. Congrats to our dear friend Krissy in setting the new, supported female FKT on the Tahoe Rim Trail. You've got guts girl!
We did it! The Krissy crew of 2015 |
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